Just Let it Be

When I think of u lots of thoughts cross my mind
I think of some of the things u tell me and whether it’s the truth or a lie.
There is no reason 2 be deceptive with me,

if u don’t want me u can just leave.
Yet in still, there seems 2 be a need to hide, behind the lies - with the truth u don’t abide,

follow no laws,
I may have flaws,

but I’m only human.
I can’t remember the last time we went out on a date, but we procreate on a regular basis.
It boggles my mind that u negate me for losing weight, when without the extra pounds, my @$$ seems a bit rounder - now the fellas checking me out.
U c, u want me, but u don’t want anyone else to have me either.

U have ur wife and kids and the house with the white fence,

 and I tend to get pissed,

 when I realize that I’m not the only ONE.
I know I created this ménage trois, I wanted u and was gonna have u any way I could!
I think of how crazy it all seems, now I want u all 2 myself.
Not 2 be selfish or anything but ur love ignites fires that make me sing, my body plays that song 4 u and u alone and I wonder how could it be wrong,

 when it feels so damn right.
We don’t fight,

 and that’s a good thing.

 I mean 2 people who can develop on a level like u and I is DIVINE.
My love only grows more 4 u each day......

Not sure what it was about u that made me feel this way...

It makes me wanna say OH Oh Oh Ohhh
These thoughts have crossed micro paths in my cerebrum, thoughts so deep they can only be seen within my dreams.
Unforeseen and mistaken as a curse, me giving BiRtH 2 our child may have hurt, but I know that it had 2 be done, and damn that could have been my SoN...

 But it wasn’t meant 2 be,

wasn’t meant 4 me,

 to have the child that we don’t speak of.
I wanted to experience having that blessing of ours, wasn’t the right time, not the right date, and I hate 2 remember the day I told u I was late, it was a mistake, one in which I pay 4 everyday.
I try to seek out those memories that I’m so fond of, when u and I became ONE.
By far u r the essence of my being - I try to tell u, but u don’t understand the words I’m speaking.
Our `cheating` nothing more than a mere friendship,
At best- a relationship that can only be described as `The Best`
I only wish that u could come lay with me
Experience what I feel and know that its real
Accept my heart and keep it safe
Never let anyone come in and try 2 take my place
Look me in the face and tell me that u love me and I’m the only ONE
The ONE that U have been waiting on
I love U, Ur my very best friend - U mean alot 2 me
Accept the love that we share as it is,
Just Let It Be........